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Okay So really no quotes here it has been awhile. There has been a lot of recent developments. I am now staying at home full-time with Jenna and Jackson ( who is off to pr-k in the fall) and I added 2 more kids M-F, Brooke who is 3 and Shayla who will be nine tomorrow! Justin is majorly stressed about work and unfortunately it has affected us. I HATE the word hate but I have had strong hate towards him, he is so angry and sarcastic and scared. I understand his stress level, for crying out loud I know our finances, I pay the bills, I take care of the household and extra expenses.
He gets angry because he has no time! And when he does there are things he has to do, like the brakes, change the oil, cut the grass, and he expects me to cart the 2 children wherever in whatever weather at whatever time to watch him before these tasks, when I could be cleaning, or making lunch. However we will push pat that we will be ok! With faith and love and forgiveness, mine mostly.....